Monday, 3 October 2016

The struggle with probabilities...

Permutations... Combinations... nCr... nPr... yeah, welcome back to 2001. A year when my brains hiccuped and my heart was full of hatred towards school.

Or at least it felt like that. I'm here again, studying statistics to pass my masters and we have just finished the second chapter. The very much feared : Probabilities.  In school, I didn't care at all about passing my SPM Additional Maths. I ignored the chapter (and a few others) and relied on my common sense to pass the exams. There's no escape now. Unfortunately.

In addition to that, I also realized I gained like 4 kgs since my study leave. 4 kilos! of fat! If I don't freak out now, I am sooooo going to be me 2 years ago. I need to find my motivation, inspiration and determination again. Oh I am so drammatic! The thought of being fat and wearing size M and L again can drive me towards suicide!

So from the sound of my post you can see how last week has been a very tiring and depressing week. I'm not going to blame the world for everything because there were also some good things in my life. My eConvergence video won second prize which is good as it was second from 160 participants. So I got that going good there.

I just need to find a little strength and peace to find my way through. Come on brains, we can do this!


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