Almost a month now and I haven't updated anything, I know. It's been a lazy, crazy semester with me battling with my own mind. I feel like I'm starting to sink into nothingness. What have I done?
Okay nothing worth getting dramatic about. So my results suck this semester, so what? At least I haven't failed anything yet. The road seems a bit bumpy ahead but se a vida es, right? I clearly know that comparing my terrible results with others' victorious marks is what's making me blue, and yet my crazy head seems to keep doing it. I hate this train of thoughts. It's full of regrets. Jeezus, move on already, dear Anne!
Yep, I'm doing that dramatic thing again. I need to control myself before I get all worked out stressed for no reason. I didn't manage to get highest in everything this semester. But my marks are still saveable. I just need to study harder and save playing around for later. Life goes on.
This post is for me to vent my disappointment towards myself. Not that it'd make much different but writing about it helps a bit, I guess. Admitting your defeat is the first step to move forward. I didn't work hard enough during the past 15 weeks but I got about 24 hours to kick my ass up and try again.
Brains, let's do this!
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